Caring a lot about someone sucks because all you worry about is if they worry about you. I hate that shit. I hate worrying so much. And I need someone who is able to spend a large amount of their time with me. And when I don’t get that, I’m not sure if either my needs aren’t being met, or if I’m just being ridiculous and need to let them have space. How much space is too much space? I feel like I give too much.. Not sure if I’m wrong or he is
I hate caring deeply about someone. Because when I really like someone, I think about them all the time. I miss them when they’re not around, and constantly want to be around them. So, you might ask, why is that a bad thing? It’s a bad thing because I’m scared they don’t feel the same way. I always want to talk with them, but I don’t want to appear clingy. And when they don’t text me first or for a while, I assume it’s because they don’t want to. I have this mental thing that leads me to think they aren’t actually interested in me and are using me. Sometimes I try to think rationally and tell myself they’re probably busy, but it probably bothers me so much because I’d basically drop whatever I’m doing to go see them. In written words, it may seem crazy, but it’s an actual problem I have myself.
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All I want is someone who cares about me as much as I do about them. Someone who would put whatever they’re doing down just to spend time with me. Someone who wants to show me off to their friends and family. Someone who shares everything about themselves with me as I do for them. Someone who genuinely cares, I can trust, and can also be my best friend. Someone who will meet me halfway, really.